Surgery

I have to ask... I have severe deep infiltrated endo. I have taken out my left fallopian tube, and severe adhesions connecting my reprpductive organs + bowels. That was 5 months ago I was okay for two weeks but they didn't give me any therapy and wanted me to get pregnant which I said I didn't want bcs i have had awful bowel issues, to the point I am scared to eat, am severely underweight, I hace hashimoto, I have latent addisons and I'm on corticosteroids, amongst anxiety and panic attacks. I have a 3 year old, and can't work because I can't take ibuprofen or ANYTHING for my pain because I am on cortef, so I often when i really can't do it anymore have to go to ER to get shots for my pain. I just can't imagine living like this anymore. After surgery a cyst (pseudo) grew on a scar on my left ovary where they took out the fallopian tube. I still have severe pain daily, flatuence whatever the fuck I eat, i am now on visanne, which is causing me even worse nausea, headaches, flatuence, and they said AGAIN.. Get pregnant.. I want to ask. Please. Please. Did anyone take out their reproductive organs, and I mean all. Ovaries, uterus and got better? I Don't want and I refuse to live like this. This is not life. Please can someone share their ups and downs of taking it all out? Thank you🙏❤️