Anyone transfeminine?

Hello everyone. I'm a transgender female, transitioned for about 5 years. And unfortunately my entire family is JW. I can predictably say none in my family are supportive in any way, and have received much pushback from everyone.

I've developed BPD from my JW upbringing and the emotionally abusive dynamics between my parents, and reaching my heart out seemed to only get a reaction of either "you're embarrassing us by dressing like a woman" or "the congregation wouldn't like this at all". It's seriously nuts.

I could be wrong but i rarely ever hear of transfemme JWs. It seems they never REALLY commented (I have heard SOME things but very few) on the matter, and just take the generic christian majority opinion. Just wondering if anyone shares this feeling with me. Thanks everyone.