We are all going to have PTSD
As I lay here unable to sleep I realize this administration is liable for all mental health diagnoses and lives lost during this time. As of yesterday I’m pretty sure I now have a full blown stomach ulcer. At work I could barely function, and was fully disassociating. My meds have been doubled but the face-numbing anxiety and c-PTSD symptoms are returning after the years of talk therapy and EMDR I did to heal.
All I wanted to do was my job. When I look in the mirror I have aged so much since all this shit began. I fear I’ve stayed on this ship for too long and am going down with it. If I get spat out on the other side, I doubt there will be any jobs left in the private sector, since we know the market is already flooded. I have nothing profound to say, just that I’m sure this stress has cut years off all our lives.