Gooning and Grinder

I’ve been working like crazy lately. I have a regular 8 hour job which Iam a Lead at and I do amazon flex everyday after work. So Iam always working and stressed . I have a long distance girlfriend which I love but we don’t see each other too often. That leaves me with PORN. Lots and lots of porn . I have also been working out so I’ve been more horny . Recently my horny levels have brought me to the gay side of porn . The way gay men suck dick and swallow sent me to the moon. My favorite thing to watch is Gay Gloryhole Cum Swallow on XHamster . I love the way they milk the dick with their mouths and always swallow. I’ve masturbated way too many times to this .The way their lips glide on the dick and they suck it so hungry. But not only that they edge the guy for the most amount of cum .So just yesterday I get high as a kite and a ad for grindr popped up. I decided to get on there and see what it was all about since it was free . I made a profile and was just reading other people’s profiles. I figured I’d have some fun thinking it would go nowhere since Iam not gay . I go a few hits in a few minutes. I ended up dirty talking with 1 guy who was begging to swallow cum but after a few minutes his profile disappeared. I figured I’d call it a night since I had my fun but another guy hit me up and he was fairly close . Almost down the street close . We got to talking and he sent pictures of himself saying he’s ready , he likes swallowing cum and all of that . He wanted an anonymous situation. The lights are off , no names , no speaking . He just swallows my cum and leaves. He starts getting into raceplay kind of . Saying he wants to swallow my black babies and suck my black dick .Iam Horny High and Horny so this unexpectedly turned me on . I take a few more hits and invite him over . Iam scared now because Iam not gay but Iam horny af . I could use some head but not from a fucking man. Iam in my robe on the couch second guessing this whole thing. He’s at the door now so I hesitate to let him in. He hurries inside of the door and drops to his knees. Iam still not to sure about this but he undoes my robe and starts sucking . Iam very nervous and uncomfortable, Iam not even hard …………………. but his mouth starts feeling good. I start getting hard and he tells me to sit on the couch, he sucking on my nipples while paying with my balls . This feels amazing and he starts sucking me off again while iam fully hard . He was in love with me, a true dick sucker . We are both verbal, iam telling him he’s good at sucking dick , he’s taking breaks kissing my dick telling me it’s so big . I tell him iam about to cum and he stops . He starts sucking on my nipples again for a few minutes. This time when he is sucking me , he is going slow , slow making my nut raise and my balls are getting tighter . Slowly sucking and stopping when it’s in his throat. I tell him Iam about to cum and he continues to suck slowly until i cum all in his mouth. The power behind that nut was amazing. I could feel every drop i let off in his mouth. He held his lips around my dick so tight , i could see his lips moving everytime my dick pulsates nut into his mouth. I called him a good cum swallower and he keeps sucking until i have nothing left to dump into his mouth. He finally pulls off my dick and swallows and leaves. We later texted and he enjoyed the experience too . He did not think i would cum so much . Afterwards I felt guilty. Iam not gay but I just let a man give me a blowjob. Iam not gay because i only did it 1 time to see what it would feel like . I keep telling myself Iam not gay but I enjoyed it.