i am terrified to start this book.

i’m not terrified as in i’m scared; i am so incredibly intimidated by it. my boyfriend got me this book as a gift because i saw the my house.wad video and was obsessed so i obviously had to get my hands on the book. it has unfortunately been sitting on my shelf for MONTHS now and i’d just like some encouragement/tips/spoilers to get me to finally do it. thx reddit <3

UPDATE: i have just finished the introduction, i am confused but definitely intrigued. also the fact that the writer decided to expose jhonny and say that he got a hard on from Bambi is so silly.