Do any other women here feel like you’re too masculine?

Growing up I’ve always been a bit tomboyish and when I was 17 I decided I wanted to be more feminine. I started learning how to do makeup and finally felt comfortable wearing dresses and shorter shorts, stuff like that. But as far as my attitude and mannerisms go, it doesn’t seem that much has changed. And as an Fi user, I’m not an open book and especially since I’ve been in a Te grip for a while now, I have trouble talking about and expressing my emotions. I can’t help but compare myself to other women even though I try not to. Just femininity in general is so heavily commercialized and money is tight right now so I can’t afford it. I don’t want to completely abandon who I am but at the same time I seemingly can’t stop comparing who I am to other women for being more feminine than I feel like I am

Being a feeler too as opposed to a thinker, supposedly more feminine than the latter and my fiancé at least sees it in me but I have trouble feeling like it all the time. I’ve seen posts about INFP men feeling effeminate too