Am I a bad girlfriend?

My long distance bf of 2 years likes to call a lot — voice call, video calls. If not, he'll send voice messages. The thing is, it overwhelms me.

Though I understand how important that is to us, as a long distance couple, it is just so overwhelming. And draining. I can talk for an hour but beyond that, I would just start feeling agitated, drained, exhausted. I'd prefer texting or vms because I can also do my thing. Whereas on calls, I get anxious to do absolutely anything — I don't like the thought that someone is watching me, if you know what I mean. I also get the feeling that I had to drop whatever I'm doing to accommodate the call (whether from my bf, friends or family.

Anyway, most LDR couple I know thrives on calls. That's why I feel bad. I feel like I'm such a bad girlfriend for not even giving my bf that experience.

But what can I do? Calls really exhaust me. Any advice would be appreciated 💚