I need to get off this stuff.

I am glad i stopped with the opiates. They were NOT good.

But I started with his doses and I am in a state where I can do practically nothing without it. That isn't good.

It means I need it for dopamine.

I reduced by 50% today and managed a 6 hour stretch without taking any. I want to be off this stuff in 10 days.

Wish me luck because I have a lot to rebuild and I do NOT want to be dependent on this drug to do it.

Just posting this here to be accountable to myself.