need to stop for my mental health.

hi you guys i honestly cant believe this community exists, people i know treat weed like it can not possibly be an addiction or cant understand why someone would want to quit.

i need to quit after smoking daily sense i was 15 im 27 now. i have been diagnosed bipolar and can see now how it has been making my condition worse and numbing me to it all this whole time but even still i cant stop. even after countless weed induced psychotic episodes i still wake up ever day and hit the pipe. what is wrong with me and what are some baby steps i should take to stopping. i really feel like i cant eat sleep or function normally without it.. ugh. i hate that so much. anyway. thanks for the advice and support