Libra Madness

I’m 31 F [sag] dating a 33 M [libra]. for maybe 4 years now. We were casual for a while, I moved away, got close, he took 2 breaks from us, and in the last year have gotten closer and closer. When I’m with him I feel like I’ve won the lottery but when we’re apart I feel like I want more. For example, I’m coming home from a trip-no text, no safe travels, no can’t wait to see you. I want him to worship the ground I walk on. Yeah not everyday but small moments like this, idk if I’m being immature but I feel like every other day I want to walk away. Do you have any experience with this? Am I being silly?