I regret having circumcised my baby

TW: dark thoughts

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My partner is circumcised and we both agreed on having our baby circumcised.

I didn’t really know anything about it since it’s so common, I agreed as in my personal experience all my partners were and it’s something I knew about but didn’t put much thoughts on it.

I saw the benefits about STIs etc and so I was okay with it. And my partner who is circumcised I just felt okay with it

The procedure was fine, urologist clinic, really good job.

But I regret having it done, I feel like shit. I am traumatised about it. My son didn’t even cry or anything, and it looks good. But I feel like I stole something from him.

I just feel so bad I can’t stop crying and I feel so bad for my baby. I feel like I stole him something.

Why did I do that. It’s something so common, I didn’t even question it, I didn’t even question it. All I did was I looked up a good practician, and the job was done really well, but fuck I regret it

I feel so much pity for my son

I feel like I should have waited for my son consent when he would be mature enough

My partner doesn’t understand, because it’s something he has known all his life so he doesn’t understand me