How do I feel comfortable with my body?

I’ve just been absolutely disgusted with it all since I got it, even more so now because the output has been more accurate to stool. I think the worst thing for me is the smell. It’s so bad I’ve thrown up multiple times because of it. (if someone could give advice on that it would be great) I’m also a teenage girl who enjoys being feminine and having a shit bag hanging off of you isn’t very cute. I got covers and they helped a lot but not enough, I still feel disgusting. I’ve tried looking at ostomy models and influencers but I just get grossed out by their situation too