I’m a janitor at 28, I hate myself.

I guess I’m the stereotype of a loser. I make $17 an hour. I can’t afford an apartment alone. I drive a decent car but it’s inherited from my grandmother. I have no retirement, no friends since I work weekends. No dating since I work weekends too. My mom is an alcoholic and my father is a coke head. I have a degree in statistics and I can’t find a job in my field.

Im at the point of wanting to end it. I can’t live like this anymore. It just feels like there’s nothing to life for, nothing to look forward to.