I don't think nursing is for me

So this is my first round of applications and man is this stuff disheartening, I applied to 12 schools and have already been rejected by 9 of them. I'm hopeful for the last three but luck is clearly not on my side, I read about people getting accepted to multiple programs at once but yet I can't land one single acceptance. I'm in California so I know it's competitive but I've just been outright rejected everywhere, no alternate seat or anything of that sort. I am a CNA have a 4.0 science gpa and a 88 on the TEAS , bilingual , so I really don't know what else I can do to increase my chances , hoping to get some advice because man am I just so disappointed and lost at the moment.

edit: Thank you guys for all the advice and positivity, I won't give up 🙏 , have to lock in for sure.

Edit 2: I just got accepted to a LVN program in my city!