can you have PTSD and not have symptoms?

I just got diagnosed with PTSD from a psychiatrist at a behavioral hospital. I recognize I have trauma, such as rape and childhood trauma as well. I have no nightmares, no flashbacks and honestly just repressed it all, I have no feelings towards anything, it's just a story in my life. I was told that it's all gonna come up super unhealthy and bad if I don't address it, but I just feel like I don't have PTSD