I’m done with people entirely and couldn’t be happier

I give up on having friends or a boyfriend. With the friends I’ve had in the past I’ve never needed enemies. It feels so freeing to not care about if someone likes me, and the pressure of having a social life is lifted off my shoulders. I really don’t care anymore, I’ve had a lot of “friends” in the past and I have no one now. They either betrayed me or stopped putting in the effort. I’ve never had a genuine friend in my life. Just people who used me and treated me like shit. It feels nice to finally let go and live for myself only. I don’t want or need friends, they never served me any good.

I’m 24 and I’ve never had a boyfriend either. I’m too ugly for anyone to want me, and I’ve known that from a young age as I used to watch everyone around me get into relationships while no man would ever touch me if even if he was paid to. I’ve lost interest in wanting a partner, since I love my freedom and my space, and my personal opinions on men which I’m not going to get into. I want to live alone for the rest of my life surrounded by my pets.

The damage is done now. I will never trust anyone again, or let anyone in my life. That won’t change and I’m much happier with having my own privacy and freedom without having to worry about someone else. There is no coming back from the trauma I’ve experienced because of people. I dislike people and thrive by myself and that’s the way I’m going to keep it.