i need praise pls!!!

i’ve finally made it four days sh clean , which the last time i went that long was in early december! i’m so surprised i made it this long considering im at my parents house rn. but yeah cos i found out my sibling is also cutting too again and deeper than me so yeah , i know it’s my fault that they’re that way so i try to recover, but also bc it’s my girlfriends birthday in less than two weeks!!!

(on the bad side it’s been over 1 year since ive gone a week clean now) but ive never been more determined to stop !!!