I feel really terrible about this but...

Ever since Grandfest I haven't had ANY motivation to play. I haven't picked up Splatoon and played it since September 15th I think (pretty sure that's when the results were announced). I feel terrible about it. I've been playing since late 2020 and I became pretty well know as "the kid that's obsessed with Splatoon" at my school but I just don't feel like playing anymore and I feel REALLY terrible about it. I still care a lot about Splatoon, but I just can't bring myself to play it for some reason. Any suggestions on how to get back in the game? (I know there's a splatfest coming up and I might do that but IDK)