Don't want to live

I think suicide is better option,neither i am good at studies,neither able to retain information.I get nervous,panic at small things.Being adult not able to face adulthood. This problem was since childhood,what was simple for other it was difficult for me. I tried my best to improve but it's just too difficult.Unemployment,further not able to earn decent money will make my life more Problematic and pathetic.Cant life like this forever