Scared to ask how bad I was

I had way too much to drink on an empty stomach and at my family Thanksgiving dinner, I'm pretty sure I made an ass of myself. No one has said anything bad, but I'm super nervous even to ask anyone how bad I was. My wife mentioned a few things that were just funny stories and has hinted that I was very drunk, but nothing bad. This really bothers me personally to the point where I'm recalling every situation I can remember, overthinking everything. I'm taking this as a sign of change. I'm not going to wait for someone else to tell me I have a problem when I'm telling myself I have a problem.