I’d be so hot if I wasn’t alcoholic!

I hate that I can’t not drink. And that I can’t not control myself.

I drink beer almost exclusively. And mainly Budweiser because I’m trashy. But it’s ruining my body. I have a massive beer gut. The shitty part is I actually do eat relatively cleanly. I cook all my meals, healthy, I eat a lot of lean meats and veggies. And I work out everyday and I work in construction. I have quite muscular arms and legs and even chest. But Jesus Christ my belly just flaps over my belts.

Also buying clothes sucks because I need to buy XX Tall even though I’m only like 5’11 at best. And I need massive weight pants to pull over my fucking stomach.

My face is always puffy and bloated because I drink like a 12 pack of this shit beer every night. And even more on weekends. I look at pictures of myself before I became a drunkard and I feel anger, sadness and depression from seeing how good I looked.