Ladies and gentlemen, my husband

So my (46F) husband (41M) head-butted me during an argument 3 days ago and fucked up my eye pretty bad. He considers that "just a tap" that's much less violent than any other form of DV. I know. We have a child together but he's out of state with his grandparents for the school year. So it's just the 2 of us here at the house. So I left and took my ferret and a random bag and of course had no idea what I was doing. Still don't.

As of this evening I've spent 2 nights on the streets as I don't have the money for à hotel and all of the shelters are full. I'm getting over a respiratory infection and I'm an old so that means every time I have a coughing fit I pee my pants. I was saying that I smell of pee and tears and 2 nights on the ground outside where it's freezing. I'm in blue. These are his responses.

Í already know he's horrible. I'm posting because 8 need y'all to make sure I don't forget it. I'm really cold and am worried that'll make me wanna give in and go back. I'm guessing he's counting on it. He's still asking me to apologize to HIM for not being nice."