I feel like every single player that kills me is mocking me and thinks of me as a trash

I know that this is a narcissistic way of thinking, but i really feel like that, even though I was never taunted in the game after death. Also I feel like that every single good player's goal is to stop every single enemy SPECIFICALLY to let them know where their place is (under feet), and if for some reason others (that they deem worse) gain any kind of edge, they strike 1000 times stronger just to keep them under their feet. Is there a way to stop thinking like this?