Why is Xie Lian so Beautiful!!??

When I first saw the donghua, Hua Cheng was my favorite but the more time I spent in this community the more I realised how beautiful and sexy Xie Lian is!!???!!

Like I want to give him my everything and pat his head, play with his hair and give him kisses😭😭😭

I just love him so much, he is a UwU guy who needs to be protected but also at the same the person who is protecting everyone because he is actually very strong and can take care of him self and that just makes him even more cute!!!😖😖😖

I want to teach him how to cook and or just make nuclear poisons with him in the kitchen, what ever he wants to do is fine. I just want to something with him. I also want to play with rouye, like route could be strangling me and I would be honored to die that way!!🥰🥰 I am so jealous of Hua Cheng!!

(P.S. this is just a silly rant, no need to worry about me, my mental health is perfect)