Last day in this house of walls.

At almost 4 months in, I will finally leave tomorrow. I made my decision to go back to my home country quite early on in this grief. I've had moments of " I can't do this", "this is too hard", "perhaps I can stay" but I trust my initial instinct to go back to my roots. The person I was, is still somewhere deep within me. She's in dormancy..
I need to ground myself like a seed again, perhaps the rain will come and I get a new chance at a fulfilling life..
Right now, I feel like death...Never did I think this day will come, but it did. I just never know what is around the corner.

Goodbye to this life..I will look back with love and fondness, and not regrets.