I don’t feel attracted to most men, even though I am straight.

Hey everyone. Not sure how to start this off, but the title is pretty obvious. I feel as if I have a hard time finding guys I am attracted to. And by “attraction” I am not referring to appearance only, their character too. Why do I feel like this? I am pretty average looking myself. Sure, guys like me, but it never means anything to me. I have truly only been attracted to one guy and I couldn’t have him. Every time I see another guy I subconsciously compare them to him. I know it’s bad, I hate it too. I am fully heterosexual but I used to think I wasn’t because I just don’t feel anything towards guys. I hate how they don’t groom themselves properly, but for some strange reason I feel as if our vibes don’t match either. The idea of being intimate with a man makes me repulsed. I apologize if I sound too judgmental… I know the issue is me. Again, I have only felt sexually attracted to one guy.

I am very aware that this might come off as shallow. But I promise it’s not even about high demands such as where he needs to be extremely well off and the most handsome guy in the world. That’s not it, I am just struggling to understand why it’s so hard for me to just give guys a chance.